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6:41:00 PM Gadislensa 0 Comments

Peace be upon to you,


Have a great day everyone,
It's true that when you find Allah, happiness finds you.
I know right at this moment, everyone's trying their best at life. We all struggle, we all have insecurities and we all want to succeed. So please be nice to one another.

How I wish i can be strong all the time and never fragile. Sometimes i feel like giving up just because I'm extremely exhausted emotionally and physically but i don't have a choice but to hold on and continue to chase over my dreams. Don't stop just because you're tired. Remember one thing that your hardest times often lead to the greatest moments of your life. Keep the faith. It will all be worth in the end.

It's normal in life that we will went through ups and down. Because life is like a bicycle sometimes we are at up zone and sometimes we will be at down. But that doesn't mean you need to stop doing what you did currently. You just need to take a break from everything you do. Am i right? Allah knows what we feel inside. Everything will fall into place, you just gotta be patient with it.

Sometimes we don't know how to tell that person how we feel.
Sometimes we don't know how to explain in words on what currently happening with us.
It's okay to have a bad day. You don't have to be strong all the time.
It's okay if you feel like wanna cry for the whole day, because sometimes the sky also crying.
It's okay if you don't want to talk about it. Sometimes you just need someone be with. All you need is one person to believe in you and the world is yours. Yes just one.

You know what? I appreciate happy days so much knowing it does not come easy these days.
Never ignore a person who loves and cares for you, because one day you may realize  that you've lost the moon while counting the stars.

To the person I Loved the most i know you know who you are. Never doubt about my love towards you. The most precious gift i can give to you is the gift of my time and attention. Which that time I spend the most with you i won't get it back. Because time is golden. I am always here praying for you from far. Good or bad just smile. You have a lot to be thankful for. I can't promise that things will be perfect, but I swear i'll never leave. 

 Mistakes make us human. failures help us grow. Hope keeps us going. And love is the reason we're alive. Keep learning, loving and living. I still think about you. Everything is better with you around. I miss us so much when we are apart that i begin to look at old messages from you to make me feel better.


Keep smiling. Make them wondered how you can still smiling even on your bad days. The prettiest smiles hide the deepest secrets. The prettiest eyes have cried the most tears. The kindest hearts have felt the most pain.

See you again!
lots of love,
-FS





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STAY HAPPY!

1:38:00 AM Gadislensa 0 Comments

Peace be upon you to all my readers, 



Alhamdulillah for another day and feeling bless to see again all the people that I loved,
I was having a great deep conversation last night and it is such a memorable things. I appreciate it. Thank you for your time fav person!

Right now, I’m on road to final exam. May Allah ease me and all of my friends that will face this upcoming final Exam, pray for us <3.


Code : Black Espresso

I was feeling down for past few days and after I spend my own time at the café yesterday. I give myself a break time, a break from my own thoughts. I just have a thought on all the reasons I held on for so long after I went through everything. Suddenly, I just feel like something has knocked my head and I realised that I should go on with my life right now and I need to continue back what I was doing before this. 

Now I’m back with a positive SYASYA and this post is just a sharing thingy for you guys so if any of you going through the same situation like me then you should read this post. Probably it may be suit for you.

Why need to stay sad? 
When you can be happy for all time. Right?!



Here is a little bit reminder or sharing moment for all people out there who are currently need something to stay positive or if you feel like giving up with your life right now. It’s okay to stay sad for the moment, sometimes we will feel down, regret on what we were doing before this and sometimes we will have that feeling of giving up with whatever we do that time. 

But before that, remember back all the reasons you held on for so long. How hard you went through everything to be at your stage right now. 

When some things go wrong, take a moment to be thankful for the many more things that are still going right. Give yourself a chance, give your wounds a chance to show you something beyond this sadness. Take your time and take a break from everything. Have a rest for the moment and remain silent. Think back all the things you had done, all the people around you who still loves you and care for you. 

When you take the time to actually listen, with humility, to what people have to say, it’s amazing what you can learn. 
As long as you have Allah you have no reason to lose hope or give up.
May Allah ease the pain of every heart that’s suffering in silence.

Being positive doesn’t mean you choose to ignore life’s problems. It means you trust that Allah will find a way out if you do your best. No matter how bad the situation may be, there are always other people who have it worse. Be grateful. Put more trust to Allah. Trust Allah. You are just one part of the puzzle. The bigger picture tells a different story and once it’s complete, it all make sense. Allah knows what we feel inside.

“And Allah is with you wherever you’re” (54:7)

How to stay happy?


1.       You need to choose to be happy, first! Train your mind to see the good in everything. Positivity is a choice. The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts.

2.       Forgive yourself. Forgive all those things that hurt you. Forgive all the people around you, either you make the wrong deed or others. Apologizing does not always mean you are wrong, it just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.


3.       Listen to yourself. Listen to how you talk to yourself. Your inner self need you more than others. When you love yourself, you know you’re good enough that you have to stop talking to yourself in negative terms. Loving yourself means accepting that you’re stuck inside your own flaw.

4.       Accept yourself for who you are. Accept everything you have right now. When you love yourself, you try to be the best person you can be in the body that you have, and that’s as much as you can do. Appreciate every single thing that you do. Be grateful for everything you have in your life right now. Accept your past without regret, handle your present with confidence and face your future without fear.


5.       Eliminate all those toxic people in your place. What did I mean by toxic people is remove all those people who always underestimate you and who always give you negative vibes. All the people who always talk bad things about you. They all are the toxic in your life, there’s no reason to hold on them.

6.       Surround yourself with a positive and good surrounding. The more positive people around you, automatically you will get influenced to stay positive and BE HAPPY too! Always see the positive things in every negative events.


7.       Give yourself a space. Don’t limit your own limit. Don’t underestimate your own power and your own abilities.

8.       Reward yourself.

9.       Plan for your future success.


10.   Change the way you think and say towards bad things and turn it into a positive side. For example like, change “I think I can do it” to “I need to make it success”. Always be good to everyone around you no matter how bad they treat you.


There are lot of things to do on how to stay happy, this is just part of it. Actually, to be happy is a choice not a result. Nothing will make you happy until you choose to be happy. No person will make you happy unless you decide to be Happy. Your Happiness will not come to you. It can only come from you. Happiness comes when you stop complaining about the troubles you have, and thank Allah for the trouble you don’t have.

I strongly believes everything that happens in our lives by the will of Allah is to teach us a lesson; either make us stronger or humble us. Because, Allah doesn’t test us for no reason. Believe me patience will lead you to your true Happiness. 
Why need to be sad? When there is a lot of things to be happy with. 
Stay happy peeps!

Allah also has a purpose for your pain, a reason for your struggles and a reward for your faithfulness. Don’t give up!


When you have faith in Allah, He will show you a way. 
Allah will make a way out for you. Be patient and keep praying.

No one loves you more than Allah,
No one knows you more than Allah,
No one benefits you more than Allah,
No one understands you more than Allah.

Whatever challenge you’re currently facing, it’s no match for Allah. Keep your faith. Allah will always deliver the best for you.




That’s all what I can share to every each of you, stay positive and don’t forget that your vibe attract your tribe. Now I need to continue focus on mya ssig
See you again on my next posts!
FI hifzillah everyone.

-FS

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alhamdulillah,

VLOG or BLOG ?!

8:18:00 AM Gadislensa 0 Comments







Assalamualaikum it's been awhile since my last post is all about rainbow.
I thought that i want to post something on this blog last week but i fell sick, having fever for a week. It's quite a long journey.
Since on Monday we're on holiday so I was given MC by a doctor for 2 days tuesday and wednesday. But on wednesday  i went back to hostel because i don't want to missed up any class. This sem is a short sem, so I need to struggle more.


so on last week thursday I went to Lazada's HQ for workshop.
And guess what I made a VLOG my first time ever doing VLOG.
I used to make a TRAVELOG but i never ever post it on any of my social media.
So i was thought to post something on my Youtube Channel, then I decide to make a VLOG.
I was record everything on that day. But the feeling of shy holding a camera and talking while walking with a lot of people around you, I still can't control it hahaha.
Slowly okay?

So I already done edit it actually and technically you know I can't upload it on Youtube.
That was pretty sad actually. Because i am so excited edit it in one day. (AMAZING RECORD) and I promised to upload it, because of the technically problem I can't upload it on time. I am trying to refix it so that I can upload it on my Youtube Channel. After I upload it I will tell you guys aite?

I am not going to tell you more about it at here.
Because I wanna you guys to watch my video yay.
Just click the link below and don't forget to subscribe it so you will know when I upload the video.

my Youtube Channel
I am proud of myself because I am the youngest candidates in that workshop.
I went there without Ummie and it is a breaking news ever. I bet people won't trust me doing that thingy without Ummie but I proved it already hahaha.

I think that's all for today, I will come back again with a new post ; the tips on how to study.
Give a comment below if you want a Tips On How to Study is on BLOG or VLOG.

 Thank you for the time.
Don't forget your vibes attract your tribe.
See you soon!
Assalamualaikum.

Sincerely,
Gadislensa

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alhamdulillah,

Alhamdulillah for another Rainbow

9:38:00 AM Gadislensa 0 Comments





"It's been a rough journey for me, but in the end I still made it."


Assalamualaikum everyone, it's me syasya.
Before i wanna enjoy my beauty sleep time. I just wanna share a good news.
It was a hectic week i guess. Today, my mom's kinder have parent day session for 2017. Normally I will come and help by with anything i could. I got back home at 4pm and then I went out for lunch with ummie and ayah at restaurant. It's a late lunch act. Today is my last friday holiday, I have another 2 days more before my student's life start.

What is related with rainbow?
Alhamdulillah big praise to Allah SWT. I brought the good news for my parent 7 everyone around me. It was unexpected results since my second semester was really tough for me. I only took 5 subjects for my second semester. Alhamdulillah, I endure it! My hand still shaking since just now when i open my results online. My tears fall apart because it was like a surprise for me. I couldn't expect more.

So today at my mom's office i took a glance at system just to check out for class schedule suddenly the website took such a long time to upload. So i closed it. After I reached home, i open back the website and still can't open. So before maghrib i saw my classmates tweeting 

"Alhamdulillah."
 "Alhamdulillah, for another chance."

So i was like "results out already?"
Then i re-open the website again for confirmation YUPS THE RESULTS IS OUT. 
I was not ready yet act, but ya sooner or later i need to open it right?
My hand was shaking while i type my username and password. One by one digit goes out on the screen, my heart started to race non-stop. I was really scared. Seriously no joke. Because i'm scared that i make people around me feel disappointed with my results.

"PAP"

the results is out. my eyes terus lari like focus on my gpa and cgpa .

"ALHAMDULILLAH GUYS I DID IT!"

I'm not expected it, because I was really scared of my account and my microeconomic's paper. It was super memorable questions paper ever! I cried after i answered account's paper like regretting why i can't balance it blabla bla. So after answering the paper my expectation to maintain my pointer goes down. 

Only Allah, my parent, my roomates, Aina, Yani, Anis and people around me know how hard and how struggle I am to recap back the topic that I had missed out because I went to New Zealand early year.  I did ran to lecturers and forced Yani, Anis and others to tell me on whatever thingy that I left behind. 


"The more you give, the more you get."

"Kamu mudahkan kerja  orang, Allah mudahkan kerja kamu."

Those are the words I got from supportive people around me. I'm really thankful for every support that you guys gave to me. 

Then, after I checked on the results i ran to my mom and tell her the news. The first thing I saw on her face is "smile" and she said "Alhamdulillah"  and same goes to my dad.

(You know the feeling when your parent smile and you know the reason behind that smile is come from you i slike An Amazing thing)

But ya still I need to improve myself and maintain it for the next semester. I'm still grateful for everything because I know what I went through to be at here with all those thingy. Where the assignment, quiz and so on. Tough journey with the best landing. 
Yay!

I couldn't make it if it weren't a Doa' from my parent. A blessing from my parent and lecturers.
The more you teach your friend the more understand you get about that subject. 
I still have a few weakness on my results but I already did my best. I will make sure that my performance getting better for my next semester.



with my one and only one Ummie.


My big gratitude goes to my Ummie and Ayah for their non-stop Doa', positive vibes and support. Thank you to my friends, Anis,Jeeha, Aisyah Siti, Hawa, Iman, Nadia, Atikah and others for always helping me. Thank you to Yani for always stay with me at the library from semester 1 till semster 2 and I hope it will stay till our last semester. Thank you to my fav roommate Asyira, who always being there for me through thick and thin. Thank you to a few people who always encourage me for not giving up and keep giving positive vibes to me when i feel down. (You guys know who you are).
Last but not least, of course to my best lecturers ever. Luv everyone ya <3
Don't forget that hashtag #sistabah .




left (Jeeha) Right (Yani)


with my fav roommate, Asyira


Fav Classmates 
From left to right infront row  ( Hawa, me , Aisyah & Iman )
From left to right back row ( Nadia, Atikah, Siti, Jeeha)


The Cekelatun's team yeah <3





Of course not to forgot My best Girlfriend since school <3

Thank you again girls. Now I am done with my second semester. Let's move on to the next semester till the end.

See you guys back on my next post about Q&A session.
I got a few questions from a few people which is really bothering me to answer it. 
I feel so honored to answer that questions, i'll try my best okay?
Don't forget your vibes attract your tribe.
See you soon!

Sincerely,
Gadislensa







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favourite,

My love been STOLEN

10:30:00 AM Gadislensa 0 Comments

Assalamualaikum good morning everyone.


Spread more positive vibe because Your vibe attracts your tribe.💞
Peeps!

Just because I have a semester break, so why not keep updating my blog aite?
Soon i'm gonna have short sem which is only like 2months and a few weeks and i am going to have another sem break for 3 weeks.
Perhaps i'm gonna be busy again and again.

So i'm just gonna talk about the thingy that you love the most. I bet that everyone have that "thingy" right? Same goes to me. What thingy?
Thingy like can be ur book, shirts, trousers, shawl or whatever thing that you like to use it or u must use it even though that thingy already broken, tear apart or even the thingy already look old school. You still prefer to use it and stare at it. Yes for sure everyone have!
Tell me yours at the comment below what is yours fav one and share me ur story.



I really love my pants. That pants i used since i was standard 4 till now i am 19.
Hahahahaahaha can u imagine how long i already used it 😂.
P/s: i know u must be asking u still can wear it?!

Yupps i can wear it till now.
Because i think that i'm not growing hahaha maybe im just growing with my fat  not my height. *sigh*
HAHAHAHAHA

Last Saturday, my maid were hanging up the laundry and she was hanging up my favourite pants that i used since standard 4 and she show it to my mom.
Then my mom took it and she tear it, i ran to the outside and screaming like no one live there. OMG! Can u imagine someone just tear up my fav pants.
T_T. It's so hurt you know. The reason why she tear it up because that pants already worn and torn here and there. So ya perhaps she wanna buy me a new one. But ya i'm still love with that pants okay! :')

I'm so speechless, i'm laughing and while that my tears fall act hahaha. Glad that I have 3 pairs. But she tear it two pairs already and i only left one. Perhaps if she read my blog im gonna hide it and bring it to my college. Hahahahahaha

So that night, my mom told my dad about my fav pants that already worn and torn. And my dad said
"you can buy a new dress and blouse but u can't buy a new pants?"

Gulp.. *thunderstorm*

It's not that i don't want to buy a new one. It's because that pants is like very comfy. I love to used it when i wear "Jubah" or "Baju kurung"

This is really unforgettable moment.

Oh ya guys i'm planning on to active back with my travelog update, vlog and etc. On my youtube channel. Perhaps u could subscribe "Gadislensa Enterprise" to know more about me.

My travelog update on blog i will update soon.
I need more time to update it.
Im so sorry about it.

My topic was that catchy aite. HAHAHAHAHA
Remember your vibe attracts your tribe.
See u at my next post.

Sincerely Fs🌷.

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My first time met doctor by myself

6:29:00 PM Gadislensa 0 Comments

Hella it's Saturday.A rest day is here!
I can't say that today is a rest day, but i can have a bit rest actually compare to other day.
It's been a hectic week for me and my friends i guess. We are crossing the #roadtofinal actually.

Throwback to last 2 friday-yay. (24 February 2017)
Most of you would roll your eyes reading this hahahaha."it's just a doctor syasya come on!"
But who care! For me is like an achievement. I am the one who dislike doctor and medicine very much. I am so proud of myself. Hahahaha
I'm so hard to fall sick but once i fell sick, i will make the situation getting hard toward my surrounding. Hahaha. If i got fever i will always check in to the hospital. I don't know why and it took roughly 5-6 days to getting better. And i won't go and meet the doctor by myself. Of course my ummie and my dad drag me to the doctor. 


Doctor crush :p

So last 2 week Gombak's weather is not so good. On last 2 Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday it was rainy day and it make me stucked on the road and need to wait till the rain is stop and i can continue my walk to the room from college. I exposed to rain like a lot. I need to wait till the rain stop and continue my work such as bought things for assignment, make a survey, walk to Yani's Rent house to do the project assignment and etc. After all i exposed to rain for three days directly. 

My body getting weak, but im still doing my project assignment and do all my chores like usual. After i exposed to rain i supposed go to the bathroom and take a bath. Since i have a lot of things to do i can't do it. So, that's why i got the fever. It's been awhile i fell sick.

On that friday, right after my Usrah, I came back to the room and sleep. My roommates nag to eat medicine and so on. I was opposed with their opinion but then, suddenly my mind have a thought on final exam. So i wake up and wear on scarv, took grab car with my roommate and went to the Clinic in Sentul. The clinic is located in UTC Sentul. I am not sure UTC stand for what, but inside that building there is a lot of department. ( I am trying to google  what is UTC )

We reached there. First thing first we went to detist, because my roommate is going to check her teeth first. After that we went to the clinic and check on me. I feel so proud! Because i went there without my parent. (Umie I am growing!) We entered the places but it was wrong. We entered baby and mom's places. HAHAHA no wonder when we entered, everyone was looking at us so weird.Because i can see it throught their action. 

Suddenly one nurse asked us "where you girls want to go?"

Roommate answered her question "we are going to check on her, she got fever."

Nurse reply "You girls entered the wrong places, you need to use another door."

and then some of them giggle-ing at us including us! HAHAHA. It tickles me.

Then I sat on the chair, my roommate go register my name. Since it is government's clinic, we need to paid for RM1. After a few minutes, my number appeared on the screen. I need to entered that room. Suddenly i felt like my fever goes away. hahaha it do happen everytime i am going to meet doctor! 

I drag my roommate too to come along with me inside the room. HAHAHA
after the doctor check on me and wrote what they need. Suddenly the doctor asked me "are u having a headache right now?" and I was surprised and talk to myself "eh how this doctor know?!". ( I WAS SO JAKUN GUYS).After she check on my body's temperature by using thermometer. But she just scan it on my dahi.
And i was like "oh ha yes yes"
After she check on me. She passed me the card and said that i need to wait at the next room. Like what? I thought that I am done with the check.  I sat on the chair back. "I JUST SAT DOWN" and then my name was call by one of the nurse. I entered room number 4. (I still remember).

This time the doctor was different. I thought the same doctor. I just got fever not injured or got any damage. The doctor check on my blood, nadi and ask a lot of questions. I feel like an interview session, hahaha.  After check on for the second time. The doctor said "okay you can go back and go to the pharmacy follow the instruction blabla."
I took the medicine and we went back to the hostel.
I said i won't eat the medicine unless the medicine taste like an ice-cream, *giggle-ing*

Then I went back to Hostel with my roommate by bus. On our back home it was raining again, and my classmates pick me up in the middle of our way back to hostel. It is because we want to finish up our project assignment.

It was a hectic day but ya Im proud with myself.
That's all from me.
See you guys back on my next post!

Sincerely
Syasya

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